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January 5th, 2008 (10:49 pm)

I'm 118, ish.  Not small enough, I had a bra fitting thing last week, and basically I know I've lost weight, but to say I have a teeny bony structure I should be WAY smaller.
I'm vegetarian as of yesterday, so that should help, and I haven't purged for a couple of days. Going back to college tomorrow, wish me luck.

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September 23rd, 2007 (06:45 pm)
disappointed

current mood: disappointed

Ugh, i hate weekends.
Yesterday wasn't tooo bad, but today has been awful, i've eaten- just so much, i feel so fat and disgusting. And the scale is tipping 119lbs, gross. I actually cannot wait until tomorrow morning, so i can at least BEGIN to exercise all the fat away. Uggghhhhh i feel so bad :(
But, i haven't purged to any major degree, so i guess that's kinda good. I really want to get rid of it all but i know how bad it is.

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September 20th, 2007 (12:12 pm)
anxious

current mood: anxious

so i finally feel like i'm getting back on track. I weighed myself this morning and i'm 119 lbs, which is better than i have been recently.
And i'm going to the gym this afternoon so yay!  Yesterday was a good day, apart from the ice cream i ate at my b/f's, but i couldn't purge because i'm going to the dentists today..eeeek :(

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September 14th, 2007 (12:10 pm)

hurray so i'm 120 again, another 8 pounds to go! i think 112 is a realistic goal- that i should hopefully be able to reach anyway.

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August 27th, 2007 (11:01 pm)

so, i've binged again and now i really want to purge but i know i shouldn't, gah :(
anyways, stats-

5ft 4
CW- 123
HW- 130
LW-116

i want to be 119 or 118 at least by the beginning of october.. that's another 4/5lbs to lose so i think i should be able to do it as long as i stop being such a fatty.  I just can't wait to go to uni, because then i can eat what i want and go to the gym for however long i like :)

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August 27th, 2007 (06:19 pm)
disappointed

current mood: disappointed

So the last week or so has been really bad.  Up until then I'd been really healthy and not really eating much at all- so I felt really good, and I could just about tell I was losing weight.  Then after my exam results came out I went a bit mad and started eating not normally, just loads of comfort food like crisps and chocolate.  So I wasn't filled up or satisfied, and I just kept feeling steadily worse the more I ate- but I was still hungry, and because I'd already started eating I was like 'well why stop now?'. Ugh.  It's exactly how I got to be so damn big in the first place, and I've really got to stop it.  Today's not been too bad, I've eaten three meals and only had a few sweets and an apple in between.  But this evening will probably be tough, as I find that the hardest time to not snack. 
I think from tomorrow I'm going to have to get seriously back on track.  The first week I was restricting I lost four lbs, so to do that again would be perfect really, because I'm 8.11 now :( it's so disgusting.
But I went to the gym 5 times last week, and so I know if I can do that this week as well as restricting, it'll be a good start.
I think I'll go out for a run tonight, that'll probably make me feel a bit better and wear me out so i sleep ok.

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